May 21 2008
The Nameless Band I Started and Quit
Last year I started a band in order to become a better guitar player and song writer. Writing lyrics is something I enjoy. It’s a different type of writing that requires a different writing skill than nonfiction, fiction, and poetry. At first, I was going to incorporate lyrics into my novel, but as the book progressed the lyrics didn’t make sense. Hmmm…maybe I’ll post lyrics. Hold on. Okay, I’m back. The lyrics look weird on paper - when not sung. Below is the beginning of a song I wrote. It’s not finished…as you’ll quickly find out.
My days have turned to gray, overnight
I remember your silhouette, just right
My thoughts spin out of control, hold on
Your face moves closer, come on
Breathe deep, breathe out
Anyway, back to the band. A month after starting the band, I quit because a member fell in love with me - again. Yes. Again. It’s a long story I don’t want to get into, but needless to say I let him back into my life because he had a girlfriend and I thought I was safe. I should have known better because when I met him he had a wife and he left her for me.
No. It’s not what you think. We didn’t have an affair. His marriage was emotionally over (I, along with everyone else knew this) and he asked for a divorce so he could date me (this is something I didn’t know). He followed the same pattern a year later. He left his girlfriend so he could date me. Ha! I just went into the story I stated I didn’t want to go into.
Without going into further detail, today I received a CD from him in the mail. It’s a homemade one where he sing songs he wrote and plays music he created.
On the CD cover he wrote that he misses me. But here’s the thing: I do miss our conversations. I do miss his brain . I do miss all the hobbies we have in common. However, I don’t miss him.
How is that possible?
