Apr 28 2008

Random Thought: BurnOut

Published by auria cortes at 10:18 am under Uncategorized

For the last two hours I haven’t accomplished anything. I want to. I do. But my eyes are tired and my brain is fried. By the end of last week, I knew burn out was creeping in. To avoid the possibility, this past weekend I didn’t write, work on my paint project (as I planned to do), or fiddle with my guitar.

Even though I did nothing, my mind was working overtime. Thinking about stories, book proposals, impressionist paintings, Spanish folklore, my business, and on and on. I don’t know how to shut off my brain. Usually I don’t mind, but there are times - like today - where I literally can’t see straight.

I’d go for a walk, but it’s raining. I’d go shopping, but that isn’t an activity I enjoy.

My stress relievers (reading, writing, painting, gutiar playing) are the cause of my stress.  What’s this poor little Puerto Rican chic to do? Please don’t suggest that I lay down and just relax. Relaxing stresses me the frakk out.

11 Responses to “Random Thought: BurnOut”

  1. rainlillieon 28 Apr 2008 at 12:48 pm

    I like to exercise when I get stressed, I’ve also found that baking and listening to music helps. Good luck!

  2. auria corteson 28 Apr 2008 at 1:09 pm

    Ran my three miles this morning. And I don’t bake or cook for that matter. But um…if you want to relieve stress and bake oatmeal cookies for me, I won’t mind. Of course, I’m only thinking of you and your stress level when I suggest baking for me. :-)

  3. Erikaon 28 Apr 2008 at 1:55 pm

    Love this song! I was young enough to not “get it” when the song was first released- I think I was 11 (I think I’m a year older than you) and didn’t know “come” had another meaning! Another song that I just didn’t realize was nasty ’til years later was ZZ Top’s “Pearl Necklace”-ha.

    Sounds like your stress relievers are all very positive. Do you not have any bad vices? It’s great if you don’t; I know I do.

  4. auria corteson 28 Apr 2008 at 2:34 pm

    Erika, I wish I had vices. People that know me say that if I had vices I wouldn’t be so stressed. LOL

    I don’t gamble, drink, smoke, nor have sex.

    I’m a nerdy girl through and through. One who is known to wear shorts with tube shocks. Not a classy look, but one that fits my personality.

    Oh, but I do curse A LOT. I don’t curse at people (i.e. I don’t say fuck you or you are a bitch). But I will sprinkle curse words in a conversation. Does that count as a vice?

    Funny thing about the song Relax is that I knew what “come” meant. I was young but was molested so that’s how I knew what the word meant.

    Anyway, I would laugh at the song because I thought that Frankie Goes to Hollywood didn’t know that “come” was a sexual reference. So I know didn’t the meaning of the song either even though I knew what the word “come” meant.

    The only ZZ Top song I remember is Legs.

  5. rainlillieon 28 Apr 2008 at 2:59 pm

    I’ll bake Chocolate chip cookies for you. It will give me excuse to have some…LOL!

    “and didn’t know “come” had another meaning! ”

    LOL! I didn’t know that either.

  6. auria corteson 28 Apr 2008 at 4:31 pm

    You don’t like cake and now you are down on oatmeal cookies. Our friendship is hanging by a thin string of cookie dough. :-)

  7. marshon 28 Apr 2008 at 7:49 pm

    did some one say cake?????? whhat a stress reliever!!!!! id be there in a minute if i knew where you were?????? i think maybe a few hot tamale candy and a little rumba in the kitchen when your makin that cake might relieve you stress!!!! good luck on the writin aah i can smell the cake now!!!!!
    bionic marsh

  8. auria corteson 28 Apr 2008 at 8:27 pm

    I don’t know how to rumba. I don’t like (or know how) to bake or cook. But hot tamales hits the spot every time.

  9. marshon 29 Apr 2008 at 12:26 pm

    theres the clue keep i hot when your writin and remember it’s always on the tip of your hot tongue!!!! and in your mind this is goin to work for ya!!!! and i love that you like toast my favorite dream of my life would be to open a place where people could come and just have toast and coffee and read if they had the urge nothin fancy or expensive just like a couple of bucks!!! i’d call it tc’s ( toast and coffee) what a fun thought now just need $$$$> have great day i new we had something in common who would of thought it would be toast???? new name TOASTED bionic marsh

  10. auria corteson 29 Apr 2008 at 12:32 pm

    marsh is our Kramer

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UYlyl-ZKLC4

    :-)

  11. marshon 29 Apr 2008 at 12:48 pm

    what a compliment i will take my shine now with just a twinkle in my eye Thank you thank you thank you
    bionic marsh

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